Dark Days

The week has been wet and dark. It has rained some every day and with day light savings time over, it gets dark early. Sunset is around four thirty, and, if it’s overcast at sunset, like most days this week, it is dark at at five. And the shortest day of the year is still more than a month off. This is the gloomy part of the year.

The Chinese make a point of this being the season when life is about to begin improving. In just six weeks, days will start to lengthen and nothing can be bad about that.

Over the weekend, I did my best to cheer the farm up and hasten the lengthening of the days by turning under the garden and the corn field. The place was looking sorry for itself. The corn field was filled with gray, bedraggled, and collapsing stalks and half the garden was littered with rotting zucchini and crookneck summer squash. The other half was broccoli gone to seed and dead tomato vines and forlorn bean poles. Altogether, a sad sight made sadder by dark days.

The tractor and rototiller made short work of it all, pulverizing the vegetable matter and mixing it into the soil. Now the garden and cornfield are a nice even reddish brown and the soil bacteria are busy tearing apart the turned under green manure. I hope it is all nicely broken down by spring when it is time to prepare for planting. I will probably go over the plots at least once with the field cultivator yet this fall, which will loosen up the soil more deeply. When I dug the potatoes, the soil seemed hard just a few inches down, even though the topsoil is rich with organic matter for several feet. The field cultivator will loosen up the soil and stimulate the bacteria, I hope.

We had a bumper crop of both winter and summer squash this year. The winter squash is all in the barn now– I have to either give it away or find a place to keep it. The basement is too warm and the barn freezes. The pump house is the right temperature, but it is too damp. Dad always had the same problem. He stored winter squash in the pump house and most years we had to throw out rotten squashes before their time toward the end of the winter.

Of course, what you can’t eat must rot, so the real solution is to be generous and give away what you don’t expect to consume.

Wind

The wind has been blowing hard the last few days. The airport registered a 54 mile per hour gusts and the next day there were gusts in the thirties. After it quiets down, I’ll go out in the woods to see what has blown down. There is always windfall.

Fall mushroom
Fall mushroom

When I was a kid, Dad would not let me go out in the woods during or after a windstorm until he had surveyed it for widow-makers.

One of Dad’s remote cousins was killed in a windstorm. His family had a farm in the community called Lawrence, close to Deming. The cousin followed Deming tradition and became a logger. His mother was partially disabled. She could walk, but just barely. A series of accidental falls and bumps to the head had paralyzed one side, her left I believe, shortly after she arrived from Germany, probably in the twenties. She never learned to speak English well, preferring to speak German, which she spoke rapidly and clearly, but with a slight stutter. Her bad arm was completely immobile and twisted up close to her body. Her husband died from a heart attack when the son was barely out of high school. The mother was self-reliant and energetic and able to keep house despite her disability.

The son was killed during a fall wind storm like the one this week. Heavy winds forced the logging crew to knock off work for the day and they were gathered around a warm up fire, getting ready to return home off the mountain when a gust of wind brought down a widow-maker, a heavy tree limb hanging in the branches of another tree. That widow-maker did not make a widow, but it killed my Dad’s unmarried cousin.

Branches
Branches

His neck appeared broken and his chest was crushed. The crew loaded him on the truck and rushed him to the hospital in Bellingham, but it was a punishing three hour trip, bouncing over miles of washboard and pothole logging road in a truck sprung for hauling loads. One of the loggers riding on the truck rushing to meet the ambulance told Dad that the ride was nearly as bad as the widow-maker.

After the death of her son, the widow sold the farm in Lawrence and moved to a small apartment in Bellingham. My parents visited her almost every week, partially out of pity because she was isolated and had an exceptionally hard life, but more because in spite of her broken English and lack of mobility, she was intensely interested in everything around her. She never talked about her absent son or husband, but she had lots to say about John F. Kennedy, whom she liked because he said “Ich bin ein Berliner” in German. After he was assassinated, she got books from the library and even spent some of her small pension on William Manchester’s book about him.

Eventually she died too and Dad was her executor. The cold war was still raging, but she willed most of her estate, which was much larger than Dad expected, to relatives in East Germany. Delivering the inheritance to those relatives was difficult because they could not accept foreign currency, so it all had to be converted into loads of coal, appliances, and cases of canned goods through brokers.

I will be checking for widow-makers soon. You never know what kind of trouble they will cause.

Having Found the Cracks…

The pressure test is done. No surprise: the old house leaks. Our house exchanges inside air with outside air roughly three times faster than a new energy efficient building. To get the same amount of ventilation in a modern well-sealed dwelling you would have to open wide a picture window. That open window accounts for all the drafts in the old place. The challenge is how to close that window.

It would be easier if there were a few big and simple steps, but instead, there are a thousand small complicated little leaks to stop up.

A tight fitting storm door for the old front door will help, but it will only close the window a fraction. The upstairs and attic needs weatherstripping in fifty places and there are knee walls that need to be better insulated and closed up. Conversely, the attic space itself could use better ventilation. The rim joists in the basement, the band of wood where the house meets the foundation, leaks badly and must be caulked tediously and carefully. There are basement windows that leak air and we have to improve the seal between the basement and the crawlspace under the extension we added in the remodel. There is leakage around every light fixture and wall outlet. The list of little jobs is nearly endless, but at least now we have a list.

A bright spot in the test was a glimpse of the personality of my great grandfather whose personality hovered over the test. My mother used to fume at my great grandfather for building the windows for the house by hand with his Stanley molding plane. The windows are all odd sizes that he built to fit the space, not the dimensions in a standard catalog. To my mother’s dismay, standard curtains and drapes would not fit this handwork, but the same stubborn patient personality that stopped traffic to light a cigar properly built windows that are still tight close to a hundred years later. The engineer running the test was surprised, and I shook my head at that headstrong old craftsman who, likely as not, would have just put his feet up on the open oven door to warm and returned to reading his German paper, the windows performing as expected.